Hiya. Another dull day. Actually, no sadder than most. Obviously started out with me reaching school half an hour after lab started. The escalator wasn't working and that meant hills of stairs I'm not even joking. But seeing Rice justified all that. I saw him at the top just as I was about to tackle those steps and planned not to look up when we crossed but he said hi then I said hi and then he seemed to want to say something else cos he kinda paused but I waved and went on. It's not that I don't like him, it's quite the opposite actually. And who does better in setting false hopes than my mind. Avoid at all costs. I felt bad for a while. He probably thought I was rude or something. The day wore on. Of course, no Maggie. God for like the 1673647587456347563847th time this week. Crushes suck. They wear you out and make you over-think. Plays with your head all the damn time. We ended up not staying to do our BI Assignment. Everyone was beat. After a scrumptious meal of fried rice and Nutella-spread waffles (accompanied by the lovely Joel- he was in a good mood today) all of us headed for home. I read a bit on the train and fell asleep the remaining way. When I alighted guess who I saw; Gabriel. Who from school lives around here anyway?! I was so confused and in awe I didn't think it was him. I so badly wanted to say hi but.... he ignored me. Just strode straight on his eyes set forward like I wasn't even there. Those who know me  KNOW I don't fancy saying hi or initiate small talk with people but since we weren't in school (far from it actually which ugh catalysts it even more) but gosh it was Gabriel. Used to fancy him ever so slightly then I found out how ignorant he could possibly become. Life sucks.