I'll be flying abroad to Guangzhou, China the following Monday for a school trip. School trips ought to be thrilling and fun; at least, I thought they were. Especially being overseas and all. Somehow, this isn't the case at all. Instead of feeling excitement, I literally feel anxious and afraid. Part of this has the media to blame with the recent airplane crashes. With all those accidents, I guess who wouldn't be nervous right?

The excursion will last for 2 weeks. We'll be sight-seeing, shopping, attending classes at the polytechnic there, not to mention visiting Hong Kong Disneyland! I'm only looking forward to that last part really. Time is ticking way too fast. Before I know it, I'll be dumping my suitcase in the boot of my father's car about to head to the airport.

I'm always thinking of what I'd do there, how I'd feel, whether I'd be homesick. It scares me to think of missing home on the first night! Nothing gets worse than reminding yourself of the next 13 days that you'll have to endure. I pray to God I won't get my roommate all upset and homesick. Man would that be depressing.

I don't know whether I should continue this post. Just makes me even more ..sad. Adios.